In the hopes that it will raise you.
You raise your voice,
In the hopes that it will raise me.
Like a broken dam,
I pour and gush.
Buttons pushed.
my behavior is robotic.
I try to break the mechanics.
Frankenstein.
I forget your mortality,
and remember once your cracks show.
Because medicine is all you know.
So I wait for you to heal me -
when you've never been healed yourself.
And I decide that we should operate.
Surgical gloves and all.
Invisible Umbilical cord,
Never letting go.
Choking us with anger.
Feeding us concern.
Suffocating all tenderness.
Thoughts of what will make you happy.
But your role should mean perfection.
We start the dissection.
From you I draw blood stained strength.
My passion for construction.
upon closer inspection,
I see pride in your eyes,
Along with my reflection.
You are my pain.
My sense of security.
In.
Your words push me to the edge of the river.
How do you cut the veins of this connection?
How can I deliver?
And I stitch the scars of a fighter.
I inspect the tumors of passion.
You exposed my soul.
Your light is preserved.
And on those fateful days
Between love and hate.
Between Euphrates and Tigris.
I came to know you better.
I came to know me better.

