From start to finish - this is my prozac. 

Put a HUGE smile on my face. LOVE the french - enjoy x

Today I resigned. Today I accepted, that its not where you are anymore, its what you do wherever you are.......before I did it, this was going through my mind (please excuse my Regina Spektor obsession at the moment)....

"...this is how it works,  
you're young until you're not...

you love until you don't,

you try until you can't...

you laugh until you cry..

you cry until you laugh......

and everyone must breathe

until their dying breath....

No this is how it works...
you peer inside yourself,

you take the things you like,

then try to love the things you took ....."

BIG day tomorrow. Need to start living and stop just existing....and I choose to be the best that I can be.....

Things will be better....better better better BETTER......just look up. Its always better. 

I don't know what it is about this song. Maybe its all those hidden little lines in there....(not the part about 'I have become a man'....)..but..."If its life that you're loving, then there's nothing more to do''......or "you've got to discover you r code to get your gold''.

It transports my dreary Wellington room into the streets and towns of Morroco...where I saw the most beautiful man building sand castles...and we started walking, our shadows playing with the sun...Essaouira is one of the most beautiful cities in the world. You don't realize it in the moments you are travelling, but your memory stores inside your brain and heart all these beautiful moments, that seem to come back to you everytime you feel like you can't get through the day. I see why they call this stoner music, I feel high just listening to it.....Ok now I'm late for work....Enjoy x

...a day where I woke up and just uttered words....I wish I didn't do the latter so much. *tres Sigh*.....at least I heard this song..... Dream Dream .......Boom boom.