Heres to my friend Moccona.........


and heres to patience .....


And to Ray Lamontagne... enjoy x

Waking up from a dream....
That wasn't quite what it seemed,


Waking up to begin, life out of a sunken dream....

Discovering so many beautiful ladies - lovin' her style!


enjoy x

For T in London.....

 Is your love big enough for what's to come? ....

Friends and family scattered like stars across the universe. I miss them. I miss dancing, listening to and singing to music with them. Its what unites me to the people i love the most. This goes out to you Miss Sarajevo. Thanks for the intro  x

My friends keep tellin me, that you aint no good......but ohhh! they dont know...that I'd leave you if I could....

She is so vacant, her soul is taken...he thinks, whats she running from? 

Even if shes content in his warmth, she is plaugued with urgency....

RIP Barry Gibb.....

May 13th was Stevie Wonders Birthday. I forgot to make this post then, so lets make this a retrospective post.

I was just listening to 'Songs in the Key of life', and I thought, no medicine or prayer or sermon or scripture or poem or book can ever make me as happy as this album does. It transforms my thoughts and my life. Merci, Stevie.




Ps. as an added bonus in my Stevie appreciation month, here is India Arie declaring her love for him also....she puts it  more eloquently though... x

Sometimes I have faith...most days I'm just existing trying really hard to feel alive, to not regret. I need something bigger, and I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I was just content....just prepared to settle. A friend of mine used to always say 'learn to be happy with what you have, or go after what you want''. I want the first, but I always seem to by trying for the latter. ...And just like this river, I've been runnin' ever since....its been a long, long time coming, but I know...

And I'm crazy but you like it....>LOCA LOCA LOCA! 

Quiero ser Shakira......

It was in love I was created and in love is how I hope I die ......

Happy mama's day mama...I miss you....I didn't call you today, and I haven't spoken to you in a while...but i've stopped wanting a relationship we don't have. I no longer doubt your love, even though I always wanted a mum that hugged me when I got home, and asked how my day was....instead I ended up fighting with you most of my life! I'm sorry, I hope we have had our last one. I used to laugh when you said I'd be lucky to grow up half the woman you are, but only with age do I know how true this is. I always remember when you told me this was your favorite song, so I hope that you are doing exactly what Mr. Cole is saying  x

I love walking to work with this soul man...... (sadly just in his audio form).

Not so much a song, but this is how my life will be one day......

(except i'll be brown and brunette).....x

Woke up singing this song.....



Even the tiniest bluebird
Has to leave its nest to fly
What a bluebird can do
You can do too, if you try

I miss home. I miss my family and friends.  I want to always (actually most days) wake up where they are.....

No goals. Just random thoughts. Not good. I want to live in the now. Enjoy the walk before I rush to the finish line, tired and worn out. Baby steps. Live in the now. To prove just how all over the show my brain is at this moment in my life, here's frontin' by Pharell. Reminds me of growing up. It also gives me a lil gangsta bounce in my step whenever it shuffles into my ipod. It's also here because I went out last night (came back to Auckland for the weekend, to re-group - being home feels strange, especially when you haven't quite figured out where home is...or what flight you want to take from the base)Anywho, heard a cover band who did a sweet rendition of this last night. It was bombdiggity. My dream is to be a back up singer. There I said it. Do a little do wop side step. Play the tambourine. Music - live/recorded/ancient/new. Makes me so damn happy, and thats the only thing I am sure of at this point in my life. Believe me - I've thought about studying music, but a) I am not very talented b) cannot play an instrument c) I love how music is there for everyone to make/enjoy anyway. And with that rant over, heres Skate board P. x

I'm sentimental ...so I walk in the rain. 
Ive got some habits ...even I can't explain..
I got to the corner..and I end up in Spain.
Why try to change me now? 

I sit and day dream...I got day dreams galore...........