Sometimes I have faith...most days I'm just existing trying really hard to feel alive, to not regret. I need something bigger, and I wish I wasn't like this. I wish I was just content....just prepared to settle. A friend of mine used to always say 'learn to be happy with what you have, or go after what you want''. I want the first, but I always seem to by trying for the latter. ...And just like this river, I've been runnin' ever since....its been a long, long time coming, but I know...