Yep....still jobless. But I'm not stressing. I mean, stupid statement. Why would I? Roof over my head, yummy food, parents nagging me about marriage from time to time :P No really, life is good. I got offered a position I always dreamt of doing (with the UN)...but the more I think about where I want to go with my life, the less I want to do it. So I'm not sure I'll take it. I just want to be here for a while. Save some money then leave. Its so true though. Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans. That's the trick. There is a job I really want though. I hope I do end up getting it. That would be awesome. Who knows. I am using alot of full-stops today. The only thing worrying me is obviously money. I am not sweating the small stuff atm which is good, but I'm not really in a grateful mood? I don't know. Just really want to read up about religion and faith. It's not really making sense to me at this point in my life. It's such a personal thing, but I'm not afraid to question this blanket I've always let cover me. Sorry. Verbal diarrhea. I think mostly I just need to stop being lazy. But its so damn hard when the olympics are on!!....Que Sera, Sera.....brain explosion over. Thank you for reading. What you are about to watch below is my current state of mind x