I hate that I always count my chickens before they hatch. I hate that! I wish I could just contain my excitment some days and stop dreaming far beyond the promises. I feel like I am bungy jumping with my thoughts but instead of feeling what I do, and keeping it to myself, I'm like bungy jumping and telling everyone how I feel, every step of the way down. I can't gt it in my head that you don't always have to fill the silence. Calm down girl! Steady does it.

Oh chariot, your golden waves

Are walking down

Upon this face.

Oh chariot, I'm singing out loud.

To guide me

Give me your strength.