Homesickness has set in. I feel an intense cloud of dark blue and grey. I lost sight of my goal - and I became ungreatful again. I need a reminder. FOCUS ON TODAY. Focus on your family. FOCUS. Life is not fun. Life is a struggle, and I need to learn to struggle. I need to carve some sort of career. Succeed. It doesn't matter if I've sold my soul. Time to grow up. Suck it up and stick it out. I can go back to human rights. I can go back to law. I can go back to study. Focus. Save and be yourself. Don't complicate it. Work hard, then go home. Don't forget how you got here. Life can change in a moment.

I went on the canals in the old part of Dubai yesterday. Rented our own boat. Went with a male work collegue, which was kinda romantic but not really....anyway -It was a great way to not think about crap and just relax! This song got me out of my rut yesterday. I love you music.