In a few years time, would we talk about yesterday to all our friends? Am I just counting my chickens before they hatch again? It's been a long time since I felt comfortable talking to someone, being myself, smiling from the inside.  Maybe I made a new friend. Maybe I just found a shared passion for music, or maybe yesterday was it. Whatever it was - I want to thank you music, thank you universe, thank you fate for creating an opportunity of a lifetime. Thank you Esperanza Spalding. I was so wrong. Dreamin' ain't for fools. I'm sorry if this is cryptic - but all will be revealed in due course I hope. I am just leaving it to destiny.