Firstly - I miss my dad. It's hard when I see my parents again. Reminds me how good I had it back home, and how much growing up I still need to do.
I am not sharing with you a song today, but wonderful words I just read. I always felt bad for not keeping busy. For procrastinating. For being lazy and having a low attention span. I also confused keeping busy with not wanting to be lonely. Ofcoarse, I am slowly realizing the value of money - thanks to my dad's recent visit, and after having to live in 3 different cities over the last 4 years (lets count Spain out because I was largely supported by my father)...supporting myself is important. Anyway - I've avoided growing up so much - and now it's time to own my decisions. I talked to an old friend yesterday, who I had not talked to in so long. I love talking to people who know me inside out - they slap me in the face and tell me to stop complaining and just change if I want, but they love me the way I am. Its hard continuously making, and keeping up with new friends - so sometimes it's good just to not explain or try.
All that aside, please read the great article below.I am one of those people who want to say I'm busy just to look important. At the same time, at this time in my life - It helps me to keep busy, but I still try to make time for fun. And going out . It's all about balance I guess. I have to feel Like I've earnt my pay. As much as I would love to live a bohemian existence right now, I cant afford to keep being selfish and spoilt. What I can afford is giving myself some peace of mind and tranquillity Not keeping brain busy with negative thoughts. Enjoy x
http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2012/06/30/the-busy-trap
Ok Fine, for those who do don't want to read - here's a song that's been on repeat x
I am not sharing with you a song today, but wonderful words I just read. I always felt bad for not keeping busy. For procrastinating. For being lazy and having a low attention span. I also confused keeping busy with not wanting to be lonely. Ofcoarse, I am slowly realizing the value of money - thanks to my dad's recent visit, and after having to live in 3 different cities over the last 4 years (lets count Spain out because I was largely supported by my father)...supporting myself is important. Anyway - I've avoided growing up so much - and now it's time to own my decisions. I talked to an old friend yesterday, who I had not talked to in so long. I love talking to people who know me inside out - they slap me in the face and tell me to stop complaining and just change if I want, but they love me the way I am. Its hard continuously making, and keeping up with new friends - so sometimes it's good just to not explain or try.
All that aside, please read the great article below.I am one of those people who want to say I'm busy just to look important. At the same time, at this time in my life - It helps me to keep busy, but I still try to make time for fun. And going out . It's all about balance I guess. I have to feel Like I've earnt my pay. As much as I would love to live a bohemian existence right now, I cant afford to keep being selfish and spoilt. What I can afford is giving myself some peace of mind and tranquillity Not keeping brain busy with negative thoughts. Enjoy x
http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2012/06/30/the-busy-trap
Ok Fine, for those who do don't want to read - here's a song that's been on repeat x
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