Trying a dose of positivity everyday. Trying to smile. Trying to shrug things off. Take it easy. Trying to eat healthy, and be healthy. But I still want love. All for me. Everything else seems pointless, and sometimes the loneliness makes me breakdown. Its hard to stay consistent, but that's what I'm trying to do. I know what's right, and I know that patience is a virtue - but I've been patient enough. And sometimes life's not fair. Some people do get it all, and they don't show an ounce of gratitude. Or good will. Bitter. I don't want to be bitter. 

I feel this way everytime I almost do something. It's hard trying to be something else when you know what you like and what you want and you're just not able to do it. You're not able to get it. 

Time is still on my side, and this world is offering a crazy ass ride. I'll stay onboard. 

I feel it's fallin' down, I know I'll catch it

You crazy world, crazy world, yeah

I feel real passionate

You feel the sun comes down

I'll make it shine, yeah

You crazy world, crazy world yeah

I can see your fear 'cause

This world ain't simple

But I'm strong, I know how to stay out

And I'll find my way 'cause

'Cause it's love, it's love, it's love, it's love, it's loving yeah