Victor Chavez died today. I don't really know much about him, but all these names were conjured up in the news and it made me want to protest. Fidel, Che Guevara.....I feel like I live a fake existence sometimes here in Dubai. Well it's comfortable living more so than fake. Blah. I am sick of thinking. Just taking it day by day and trying to do more. The job satisfaction is zero, but I am trying more everyday. Lost my focus,but now back at it. Today when I was reading the news my brain went to the video below.. I felt like I was in the video...(damn I want that hot kiss). I am working for such a commercial company, and I forgot my fighting spirit. I feel like I sold my soul. From human rights to a total money making machine.  My brain was all over the show, basically like the clip. Anyway I chose this, so as per my post below, time to make the most of where I am and get on with things. Heck I get to travel so why not? I am trying not to think too much....just get on with things day by day. Hah. Yeah clearly I am! ok ...SHUT UP BRAIN! 

Anyway - I love having my mum here for now. She made me wake up early and go for a swim. It's going to be my daily ritual from now on. I feel motivated again. I am in control.