Dang I sound like an extremely broken record. I just keep repeating myself.....

Well rather I just type how I feel.... and this morning I woke up and felt depressed again. I wonder, Is it a choice of mine to feel this way? or do I just enjoy complaining? I know I am still lost and still impatient with what I am trying to do in my life....I guess I am fed up with being unsettled, but that's largely due to the fact that I don't know what I want to do. I thought this was going to be my career path - but this role is so all over the show, and autonomous. I need people around me. I need to interact with people.  Do I do my masters and teach? How do I get back into law? Will I like it? Where would I go to study? Do I stay here? Should I just shut up and go about today as best as I can and try to find the positives and then think about this crap later? GRATITUDE. This is what I want to practice. I am trying - this morning I woke up to go for a swim, but instead I made excuses. So this came to mind.

Since I didn't go for a swim, the motivation did not work. I am going to go for a swim after work though. I think. I want that guilt to take over and motivate me.

Anyway, heres a cool song for you this morning/evening. Enjoy x